The Bitch Is Back!

For the past couple of months my website has been down and I’ve hardly been doing any shoots or making any art. It’s not because I don’t want to do anything but because I’ve been extremely uninspired and I’ve been going through a lot emotionally. Most of you might understand and some of you won’t, and that’s fine.

The thing about being uninspired is that it brings me so down so much, it puts me in this type of depression. I hate not knowing what to do, not having any ideas or sometimes not even having the drive to create anything. It’s like a snowball effect, it only gets worst and worst.

I want to apologize to the many of you who have emailed me and messaged me on Instagram to shoot or collab. I’ve said yes to most of you but then end up going MIA on you. I want to apologize to all of you if I come across as an asshole or uninterested, I’m sorry. One of the main reasons as to why I go MIA or why I simply don’t reply is that I was feeling so uninspired to create anything!

I love photography, I love shooting people! Which is why I can’t just do a shoot without feeling any sort of inspiration or having a really good concept behind it. It’s just not who I am, I’m not that type of photographer. I can’t just point and shoot and expect a good photograph when the shoot isn’t even properly planned or has no concept behind it. And most of you don’t understand that, some of you think we can just meet up and shoot for 30 minutes and expect good photos but that’s just not how it works for me.

After almost 4 months of not doing anything creatively and trying to simply focus on myself I decided to simply throw myself back into it and just get back to it! Otherwise I’d still be in bed crying and watching Sex and the City non stop. 

I’ll finally start replying to all my emails, texts and dms and hopefully start making magic with most of you and I can’t wait! Come at me hoes!